Some I know I will never get back and I guess I have to live with that, but if you have any random pics of me or me and you, I would appreciate anything you can email me.

Thanks!

He was a lazy bum between the October 2007 post and about the middle of November who couldn’t bother to write a post.

Well a couple things happened between then and the post brand spanking old. I actually got very sick. I found out that I picked up a parasite and the first hospital stay for it was sometime in the middle of November. I was discharged on Thanksgiving Day. Though I was still very ill they wrote me several prescriptions and sent me on my way. Needless to say I was VERY happy to be home.

I managed to stay out of the hospital until January, when I went in again. I stayed for a week there and they released me with even more prescriptions all for this parasite that just wasn’t going away.

Now what I haven’t yet told you is that I weigh probably 72 pounds at this point and it’s due to this parasite in my stomach/intestines.

(If you have a week constitution you should probably cover your eyes for a few lines)

The parasite was making me nauseous and I was vomiting all my food back up, and it caused severe diarrhea. Between the two things the vomiting and the diarrhea is what caused me to lose all the weight and it dropped off so quickly it literally caught me by surprise.

Now due to the rapid and extreme weight loss the salts in my body went down to almost nothing and that caused me to go crazy literally. I lost my mind, I forgot who I was, I forgot who my parents were. I didn’t know anyone, nor did I trust anyone.

Well the bad part passed by and apparently I figured out who I was. It’s taken me from February till now to get to a point where I can start living again.

I got my tax check back somewhere in April or may cuz I always file as soon as I have all my w4’s, and with that and a little bit of money I had saved up I bought a brand new tv. It’s nice it’s a 37″ flat screen HDTV by Vizio, and I got it at a pretty good price at Wal-Mart.

I forget exactly when but at some point my old laptop crashed and I lost everything on it. I was told that the motherboard crashed and the memory and the hard drive were both no longer any good. So that was a bummer cuz all my pictures are gone, pictures I will never get back. I did get a new laptop but now that I have had it a while I figured out exactly how much I hate Windows Vista and I’m not too terribly impressed with HP either (not that I ever was) but at least I am able to check email and go wireless again.

So far does it sound like a bad six months to you? Well it’s not quite over yet…

Being sick and then losing my laptop I wasn’t able to keep up with the spam to my site. By the time I was able to get to the comments I had over 11 thousand spam messages. Let me tell you those guys that do the spamming are fucking bastards! But again thanks to David July he was able to get rid of them for me so that my site would be a little bit faster and I could write posts.

So that’s why I have been absent and I’m only getting stronger and feeling more energy every day, so look out I’m absent no longer!

Basically, he upgraded my Wordpress version and changed the theme and upgraded some MUCH NEEDED addons to the site such as a spam eliminator.

The theme is one i had already in my list of downloaded themes but he tweaked it and made it look nice!

its good to be back, and i will explain my absence in  another post…

So in an effort to work out some of those issues, I am going to return to ranting and cussing and whatever else I need to get out, and I am going to try to do it on a more regular basis.

I don’t expect my love affairs to last for long
Never fool myself that my dreams will come true
Being used to trouble I anticipate it
But all the same I hate it, wouldn’t you?

So what happens now?
Another suitcase in another hall
So what happens now?
Take your picture off another wall
Where am I going to?
You’ll get by, you always have before
Where am I going to?

Time and time again I’ve said that I don’t care
That I’m immune to gloom, that I’m hard through and through
But every time it matters all my words desert me
So anyone can hurt me, and they do.

So what happens now?
Another suitcase in another hall
So what happens now?
Take your picture off another wall
Where am I going to?
You’ll get by, you always have before
Where am I going to?

Call in three months time and I’ll be fine, I know
Well maybe not that fine, but I’ll survive anyhow
I won’t recall the names and places of each sad occasion
But that’s no consolation here and now.

So what happens now?
Another suitcase in another hall
So what happens now?
Take your picture off another wall
Where am I going to?
You’ll get by, you always have before
Where am I going to?

Don’t ask anymore.   

All of these hot necklaces can be found here they are all stainless steel and are priced very reasonably..

I just paid a bill I don’t think I should have paid, and completely disagree with, when I was in the other apartment and I turned off my power I asked them about my final bill and they said oh this is your final bill. Well they lied about that too cuz I received a bill after that and when I called and said but wait I was told I already paid my final bill they said oh well u have to pay it. even tho it was their fuck up for telling me that. Now I am the one being punished with this huge deposit because OUC fucked up.

OUC is the most uncustomer friendly most lousy at service and since they are the only power company the can quote you whatever fucking price they want because they can get away with it because they have no competition to keep them honest. Phone companies are required to have competition why not power companies? i fucking hate OUC, if I had a choice of going to another power company I totally would.   

Well not only did she get me an apartment; she put money down on it to hold it for me. It’s a one bedroom apartment on the first floor, has a huge kitchen with space for a small table for me. It doesn’t have a dishwasher, but I am going to go to an appliance place and get one of those portable dishwashers. 

The bathroom is a nice size, and there is a closet that is a place for a stackable washer/dryer but I’m not going to have a washer/dryer. Instead it’s going to be where I keep Isis ’ litter box, and other stuff.

In the bedroom there is no light or fan, but the apartment lady said that I could request that they put one in.  The apartment has central heat/air so no more window unit. (thank GOD!)

I do not have the gay decorator gene, so I am going to need some help with that, any volunteers?The floor plan is nice. Here it is pictured below, the only diffrence is that the kitchen is on the other side.