The Blue Aries » Emotions

Dont wanna be here today!

Chris — Wed, 09 May 2007 21:10:01 +0000

I am at work, and I am in a bad mood. I dont know why, I only know I dont want to be here right now. I dont want to be nice, I am too grumpy for that. Humbug!

OUC sucks ass!

Chris — Wed, 11 Apr 2007 06:43:40 +0000

OUC, the reliable one, BULLSHIT! Those fucking price gouging bastards lie left and right and now they are wanting to charge me a deposit that is completely outrageous before they will turn on power. They lie and say that the deposit is refundable but they never give you any actual money back they take it off your bill, that isn’t a refund it’s a credit. They say they will call you back when you demand to speak to a manager but they never fucking do.

I just paid a bill I don’t think I should have paid, and completely disagree with, when I was in the other apartment and I turned off my power I asked them about my final bill and they said oh this is your final bill. Well they lied about that too cuz I received a bill after that and when I called and said but wait I was told I already paid my final bill they said oh well u have to pay it. even tho it was their fuck up for telling me that. Now I am the one being punished with this huge deposit because OUC fucked up.

OUC is the most uncustomer friendly most lousy at service and since they are the only power company the can quote you whatever fucking price they want because they can get away with it because they have no competition to keep them honest. Phone companies are required to have competition why not power companies? i fucking hate OUC, if I had a choice of going to another power company I totally would.

I hate Apple!

Chris — Wed, 20 Dec 2006 01:22:45 +0000

I am so fucking fed up with Apple, their bullshit proprietary programs like fucking itunes which does nothing but fuck things up. Not to mention how it deletes all your music with no fucking way to get it back. Their line? Well it is a proprietary program and we can’t allow copyrighted material … BULLSHIT! They choose to make things difficult for people! Those fucking assholes!

Alone.

Chris — Tue, 18 Apr 2006 14:41:43 +0000

The warm light of His grace shines on my face.

Why do I feel so cold?

I am surrounded by thousands.

Why do I feel like I am in space?

Happiness should flow like peaceful waters.

Yet sadness washes over me like a raging river.

Solitude is a state of mind.

Togetherness is a mystery.

Alone.

Love Can Build A Bridge

Chris — Thu, 06 Apr 2006 20:04:12 +0000

I’d gladly walk across the desert
With no shoes upon my feet
To share with you the last bite
Of bread I had to eat

I would swim out to save you
In your sea of broken dreams
When all your hopes are sinkin’
Let me show you what love means

Love can build a bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a bridge
Don’t you think it’s time?
Don’t you think it’s time?

I would whisper love so loudly
Every heart could understand
That love and only love
Can join the tribes of man
I would give my heart’s desire
So that you might see
The first step is to realize
That it all begins with you and me

Love can build a bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a bridge
Don’t you think it’s time?
Don’t you think it’s time?

When we stand together
It’s our finest hour
We can do anything, anything, anything, anything
Keep believin’ in the power

Love can build a bridge
Between your heart and mine
Love can build a bridge
Don’t you think it’s time?
Don’t you think it’s time?

Love and only love
Love and only love

Happy Birthday to me!

Chris — Fri, 31 Mar 2006 14:35:25 +0000

Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to me
Happy Birthday to The Blue Aries
Happy Birthday to me!

I leave in a few short hours to get on the road to Tallahassee to see David. I am Excited!

Would you mind?

Chris — Tue, 28 Mar 2006 18:54:26 +0000

Thats it
would you mind
would you

Baby would you mind touching me
Ever so slowly
You’re making me quiver - and
Baby would you mind undressing me
Making me feel sexy
While in the moment

Cause I’m gonna
Bathe you, play with you, rub you, caress you
Tell you how much I’ve missed you

I just wanna
Touch you, tease you, lick you, please you
Love you, hold you, make love to you

And I’m gonna
Kiss you, suck you, taste you, ride you
Feel you, deep inside me boo

I just wanna
Kiss you, suck you, taste you, ride you
feel you, make you cum too
I wanna make u cum

Baby would you mind kissing me
All over my body
You misseed a spot - there
Baby would you mind tasting me
It’s making hot you see (chris edit)
Feeling your lips on mine

Cause I’m gonna
Bathe you, play with you, rub you, caress you
Tell you how much I’ve missed you - I miss you

I just wanna
Touch you, tease you, lick you, please you
Love you, hold you, make love to you -yeah

And I’m gonna
Kiss you, suck you, taste you, ride you
Feel you, deep inside me boo - i wanna feel you.

I just wanna
Kiss you, suck you, taste you, ride you
feel you, make you cum too - Are you ready

Baby would you mind
cum inside of me
Letting your juices free
Deep in my passion

Cause I’m gonna
Bathe you, play with you, rub you, caress you
Tell you how much I’ve missed you - imis you

I just wanna
Touch you, tease you, lick you, please you
Love you, hold you, make love to you -yeah

And I’m gonna
Kiss you, suck you, taste you, ride you
Feel you, deep inside me boo - i wanna feel you.

I just wanna
Kiss you, suck you, taste you, ride you
feel you, make you cum too

Ooh baby, would you mind

Love Scene

Chris — Tue, 28 Mar 2006 18:53:01 +0000

Ooh baby ooh baby
Ooh baby ooh baby
Ooh baby ooh baby
Ooh baby ooh baby

Lying here
I imagine you with me
On this lonly night (chris edit)
I feel your touch
As your hands move slowly
Up my thighs
You taste the honey
Then begin to pour it slowly
Wherever you desire
To feel you play with my body this way
Makes me say

Ooh baby ooh baby
Ooh baby ooh baby
when you’re close to me
Ooh baby ooh baby
Ooh baby ooh baby

You whisper words
Your fantasies in my ear
You know this I like
Just tell me how
When and where you want me and
I’ll be there

Ooh baby ooh baby
Ooh baby ooh baby
When you’re holding me
Ooh baby ooh baby
Ooh baby ooh baby

Ooh baby ooh baby
Ooh baby ooh baby
When you’re loving me
Ooh baby ooh baby
When you’re fucking me
Ooh baby ooh baby

Looks like I have to get an Ipod.

Chris — Thu, 23 Mar 2006 17:08:18 +0000

I have a Dell DJ that is probably like 3 or 4 years old now. I love it. It’s 20 gigs of musical joy. The reason I wanted it was because it was cheaper than an Ipod for the same amount of space (at the time)

So today I went looking on the Dell site for a new DJ because I figured it was still cheaper than an Ipod. I couldn’t find any of the Dj’s that I wanted, it looked like all they had was their Ditty’s which are like the Ipod Shuffle or Nano.

I figured I was missing them somehow so I called Dell directly and they confirmed my fear. Dell is no longer offering the Dell DJ in the 20 gig or more size! I cannot believe that! Even the Dell rep I was talking to said that she didnt know why they decided to stop selling them because they were selling like hotcakes.

I told her that her company had just lost my business and that was a shame because I had really liked Dell. That they made a huge mistake taking away the DJs and she agreed with me. She went on to say that those people like myself who had called in to purchase a new Dj was really mad that Dell is no longer offering this product.

So I guess Apple here I come… (sighs)

Joy!

Chris — Tue, 21 Mar 2006 18:49:05 +0000

Sometimes I wish the human race was able to share emotions between each other. The joy in my heart is the emotion id love to be able to share. I am sitting here at work listening to Third Day which is a Christian rock group. The joy I feel when I am praising God is almost overwhelming sometimes, and I wish you could experience it, you might truly understand me better.

I hear him say he loves me daily, I also hear him say he loves all of you too, and my heart is filled with so much joy. The gift of his love is so perfect; I feel so unworthy sometimes, but I know the secret behind his love. We don’t have to do anything to earn his love, all the work was done for us. No matter how much I screw up, and no matter what I do, He will always be there when I call him.

Yes, my joy is an emotion id love to share with you; it brings tears to my eyes when I try to even describe it. My hope is that someday you might truly know the joy I feel everyday.

God Bless you all and know that my joy and love follows you where ever you are.