Well where do i start? I suppose on the dating front… I am still happily with Allen and we are spending alot of time together and it doesn’t seem like alot of time… I haven’t felt this way often but I know i like it. Its the same feeling i got when i was with Rob, but different cuz its a different person. But i am really happy we are together and i am totally enjoying being with someone who wants to be with me.

On my health… i am very well and i keep getting better. I am over my original weight and i have a bit of a belly now and i really dont like it. but i have determined that i am going to start working out to get rid of it. Allen wants to join me in doing so but his knee is bad so he has to wait to figure out whats going on with it. My previous doctor Lee Ann is no longer with the office i go to, and so my doctor is not my doctor anymore. That really bothered me and i was afraid because i didnt know who was going to take care of me and how my care was going to be affected by that. however i understand why it was that she left and while i will mis her, i have to move forward. i had a new appt with another physician but i didnt care for his style of medicine and i really dont like him. So i made an appointment with another office that takes medicaid and i will see what it is like to go somewhere else and get another doctor one who isnt such an ass and has more time to talk and actually look at the records.

On my Financial’s… wel i am still on disability, i had been hoping that i would get a job that i really wanted but it seems that the lady that was helping me just can deal with the fact that i am human and i forget sometimes. i am upset at myself for having forgtten to do something but the lady completely overreacted. i have been known to do so on occasion so i dont have much room to bitch…

on life in general, eh…. but as usual its getting better….

thats all for now…